This one's for Meggy!

So this post is entirely for Meggy. Meggy I don't have time to write much tonight, but I just wanted to let you know that I love you! And you are a beautiful, caring.. and amazing young lady! I am so glad to be able to have you in my life (Even though we are quite a distance apart!!) That's all I can write for now hun.. But yeah soon I'll actually write a longer post!!

Much love,
Sara

Up late.. can't sleep..

So I have no idea why I'm posting.. except for the fact that I can't sleep of course.. (Not such a good thing seeing as I have a class bright and early!!!) I'm not even sure what to write about to tell the truth!!

Life's been super weird lately. I went through my highschool senior year convinced that even though EVERYONE around me told me how my life would change in college. How my friends would be different.. how who I am would be different.. so on and so on.. I convinced myself that I WOULD not let that happen. It's so weird though.. It's like, you actually get into college and it slips from your fingers no matter how tightly you are holding onto it.

I'm definitly not depressed about it or anything haha.. nope.. it's been mostly good changes!! Some, tough.. very tough. But most, in the end have made me stronger in who I am. It's really been a time where I have just been learning more and more of who I really am if that makes sense. I never really felt like I was that insecure of a person.. I was decently outgoing, made many friends.. and rarely struggled with feeling uncomfortable. But now, it's different.. I don't even remember the last time I've felt insecure or uncomfortable in college. I am not exactly a hundred percent as talkative as I was even as of last year!!

It's crazy.. I see more and more also who I am in Christ. Haha.. right now I'm not putting in enough discipline myself for sure though. I need to learn discipline, it's probably what I've been praying about the most lately.. because I'm just not putting in enough effort.. but, things just do seem really clear to me, and it's been nice. I'm almost a hundred percent positive what God wants me to do with my future.. Although that can always change. I've never felt so sure of things though.. I think the reason for this is that I've been learning patience with God's timing as of late. I've asked God where He wants me to go.. and it just seems doors are continually opening and I'm trusing in Him being sovereign in my life.. So yeah.. that's been fabulous..

I think all in all.. what I'm trying to say is for you highschool seniors out there.. the ones that are ready to graduate.. If you are like I was right before graduation, your biggest fear is change. Change definitly scared me to no end.. But it's really not so bad! It's tough change, yes. But it is change for the better. It is God making you into more of who He wants you to be.. It is awesome! Ok well that's all of my ramblings of the night!!

Love you all!!

Sara

P.S. Sorry if that made no sense at all.. I am really really tired.. And not thinking the clearest..

New Post!!

Hey guys.. so I'm actually posting something.. amazing right?? Ok well this won't be a long one.. because I've had near to no sleep the past couple of nights.. and I'm afraid it wouldn't sound sane if I wrote a long post.. Anyway.. I just need prayer right now for peace.. and I need sleep really bad.. I lay in my bed and can't sleep because I've got too many decisions to make about college.. Please be praying that I would give all this to God.. because I havn't.. and I can't sleep because I havn't.. Ok thank you guys a bunch..

Love you all!

Sara

P.S. I'll write a real post later.

Random pic...

Crazy day...

It was a very weird day.. indeed at school today.. all of the electricity turned off in the Art's division.. (Which is practically where all of my classes are) We were getting ready to have our Theory I class. Pretty much I got out of school 2 hours early because of this!! It was nice.. I got to go home.. and take a nap.. it's been a long time.. since I had a nice nap!!

I miss hanging out with my two best friends Rache and Stephen.. It's weird since we're going to different schools, and we're all growing up. They've been a constant encouragment to me.. and I'm missing them alot!! (I wanted to tag you guys somehow!! So I decided to write a little note heh)
Love you two!! And I wonder if I can tag myself?? hehe.. YEAH!! You certainly can!!

On a completely different note, I've been reading through the book of Daniel lately. I'm really enjoying it too.. Daniel, and the other christians in the book.. are so.. couragous... They stick there neck out no matter what the threat.. And on the other hand.. Daniel shows alot of how money blinds us (I know.. I get weird things from Daniel...) hang in with me so you'll understand.. The kings, and the wealthy people in the book of Daniel.. All were blinded by wealth and power. And God everytime, broke them.. and pretty much showed them who was boss. It always took something drastic too.. like, dreams that these people could not understand.. A hand writing things on the wall that no one could desipher.. God made them all come to one conclusion.. That he is God, King, he is everything. Power in the world.. is nothing.. It can be torn from you so easily. But at the same time, it shows us over and over.. that through faith.. We can truly do anything.. I wish I found it easy to trust in God as Daniel did. Go read Daniel guys! It's awesome!!

Love you!!
Sara

(This is Daniel's praise to God after God revealed the answer to Nebuchadnezzar's dream.)

Daniel 2:20

20 Daniel said, "Let the name of God be blessed forever and ever, For wisdom and power belong to Him.

21 "It is He who changes the times and the epochs; He removes kings and establishes kings; He gives wisdom to wise men And knowledge to men of understanding.

22 "It is He who reveals the profound and hidden things; He knows what is in the darkness, And the light dwells with Him.

23 "To You, O God of my fathers, I give thanks and praise, For You have given me wisdom and power; Even now You have made known to me what we requested of You, For You have made known to us the king's matter."

Just thought I'd let you know..

So the choir I auditioned for the other day... I actually made it in there!! Thanks for your prayers.. if anyone saw the post haha.. Ok gotta go..

Love you guys!
Sara