Skewl

So, Skewl started yesterday..

It's going great, but it's really stressful at the same time.. I love every one of my teachers because every one of them demands my best. That's what I like in a teacher.. BUT... that means that I have a VERY hard semester ahead of me. Already it's been really tough.

Today started off bad.. haha.. I got to school.. and had to park in the farthest spot possible from where I need to be. I got inside so I could copy a song, sell a book back that they gave me for a class I wasn't even in.. (I have no idea why haha) And then warm up for a very important audition.. I tried to take the book back three different times.. but each time they weren't ready for me. So I tried to go make copies, it wouldn't take my money.. haha.. so I had to go make change in the bookstore.. Ok imagine this.. the line is ALL THE WAY TO THE BACK WALL!! And it curved around after it hit the back wall.. So I stood in that line.. for.. 45 minutes.. to get change.. And attempt again to sell my book. I actually sold it to them.. BUT they almost didn't accept it because they thought the cd case held more than what was already in there. So I waited in line for 45 minutes and then waited for them to decide what to do for 20 minutes.

By that time it was TIME for my audition.. so I had no warm ups.. no run throughs.. or anything.. (I hadn't even sang my song once! Since last spring!!) The choir I tried out for is very advanced and audition only. Haha.. only 4 people make it from each section. (In other words.. I have a very slim chance of making it because I'm a soprano) But I'm cool with it if I don't make it. The thing that was super tough, was tryouts.. I totally freaked out when he asked me to sight read acapella.. so I blanked.. and barely got any of the rythm's right. Other than that I did fairly well, besides being all shaky from nervousness.. And one other thing, be praying about my music theory class.. It's already bogging me down and it's only the second day.. I have 4 books and three cd's for this class.. And tons.. I mean TONS.. of homework haha.. And this is with the most difficult teacher on campus (so people say haha)

On the other hand.. I've found alot of relief.. I've been going to God with these issues.. and he's really helped me. I sit in the cafeteria, plug in my headphones and just pray and write my thoughts out.. Thanks you God for giving me peace.

These verses helped me alot the other day when I was thinking about my future..

Proverbs 16:25 There is a way that seems right to a man, but in the end it leads to death.

Proverbs 16:33 The lot is cast into the lap, But its every decision is from the LORD.

Proverbs 20:21 You can make many plans, but the LORD's purpose will prevail.

Proverbs 20:24 Man's steps are ordained by the LORD, How then can man understand his way?